Losing Him by Jeaneth A. Guttierez, IV-A

Everything had turned out very uneasy to her since a loved one gone. One must go and one must be left in the lonely road. Sometimes she thought that there seemed no point in going on. At the middle of the night, she was trying to wipe and dry her tears. She thought of hurting other people because she held nothing to herself. She felt cold-hearted because after losing him, she thought of losing her damn life. She got mad of it. She tried to avoid that kind of feeling that she didn’t deserve to experience. She must not! She chose to give everything ahead and that hurt her most. Only love was responsible to it, to care for it, and to be true to it. No one could understand. No one was expecting to. She had to cry longing for her lost life! She tried more to be strong but the more she tried, the more she felt weaker. She was entitled to feel it but it’s a bitter way to learn from it. She had prioritized someone although she was just an option to him. She had lost this battle of love fighting for someone she was not supposed to have. And as she fell, she tried to smile and become courageous not knowing that she couldn’t do it…never!